mood || boooored
music || i never told you what i do for a living -  my chemical romance

so i decided today that i was going to start updating this more. i havent for like ayear lol.. hmm what to say.. what to say.. well Brandon is almost 1 year old. only a month left. im so excited.. i have a boyfriend ive been with him almost two months.. july 12th is our two month anneriversy. ill post a pic of me and him tomorrow or something..

i also retired my lip rings today. fair well lol. i will miss them dearly.

aimee.

so you people really need to get LJ its way better than Blogdrive.. i take back my previous comment.. i think that i will be using LJ more than this.. well i have been using LJ more than this.. you people should check it out.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: deep in a monastery, but somehow his presence is felt, all the

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: my computer screen

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Bubble - TV.. the band reguirtaror has been locked in a glass bubble for 21 days and has to record a album

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 2:10

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 2:08

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: ashlee simpson

7: When did you last step outside? um.. yesterday

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: yahoo pool

9: What are you wearing?: sheep pj bottoms and my riot girl tank top

10: Did you dream last night? What about?: i dreamt about joel. lol we went to the movies?

11: When did you last laugh? today
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: paintings

13: Seen anything weird lately?: just erickas butt

14: What do you think of this quiz?: corrupted

15: What is the last film you saw?: man on fire

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: a plane ticket to WI.. to visit meego and tommy

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: well only teo people that im sending this to.. know this ive been cutting since i was 12

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: Change what happened to tommy

19: Do you like to dance?: oh hell yeah.. ive been known to bust a nut in my day
20: George W. Bush: stupid hill billy fuckwit

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: but my first child was a boy.. oh well i would name her ComeOverHereBeforeIKickYouInTheVag

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: oh yeah im imagining.. Brandon Jeremiah

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**ABOUT YOU**

 
Name:  Aimee

Birthday:     4th Jan 1986

Star Sign:    Capricorn

Pets & their names:  2 dogs.. GC and Cassdogg, 1 cat.. named Kitten and a fish

School:  i dotn go to school

**WHAT IS...**

The last cd you bought:  Ashlee Simpsons - Autobiography

The last thing you ate:  i havent eaten today im fat.. so last night it was.. some peanuts

The last thing you drank:  water

The last person you spoke to on the phone:  Jay. he was comforting me while i was crying

The last thing you type in an msn conversation box:  Its breaking my heart that someone could do this to such an awesome person or summing like that (it was about tommy and i was talking to Jess)

The colour of your room:  Black

The colour of your undies right now:  hold on ill check.. they are black

Your msn name right now:     [[ Watch Me Slowly Crumble ]] You Have To Be okay Tommy.. I Need You.
 
The last song you listened to:  Same Direction - Hoobastank

**FAVOURITE**

Colour:   black, purple and red.

Food:   chocolate

Drink:   coke!

Song:  i have two many favorite songs

Artist: Good Charlotte

Day of the year:  christmas

Subject:   Design

Sport:  Baseball

Dessert:   chocolate mousse

Movie:   Crazy Beautiful

Television Show:    The Simpsons

Flower:    hmm ill just say roses.. lol im not a very flowerly person

Clothing item:   my GC shirt

Board game:  scrabble.. lol jokes.. simpsons cluedo

**WOULD YOU PREFER**

Day or Night:  night

Summer or Winter:   winter

Mars Bar or Picnic:  picnic

Beach or Party:  party.. i hate the beach

Dogs or Cats:  dogs

Black or White:  black

Gold or Silver:  silver

Flowers or Chocolates:  chocolates

McDonalds or Hungry Jacks(burger king):  Hungrys

Chocolate or Strawberry: chocolate

Sony or Nintendo: Sony

Sex or ice cream:  ice cream

**THE OPPOSITE SEX**

Blondes or Brunettes:  Brunettes

Tall or Short:  Taller than me

Skirts or Jeans: Jeans. pretty funny to see fellas in skirts.. lol

Brains or Beauty: both

Body or Face:  face

Personality or Looks: personality

Relationships or Flings:  relationships

Favorite body part of opposite sex:   eyes

Biggest turn on:   smile, personality, eyes

Biggest turn off:  jerks..

Best quality: im so caring.. lol and modest

Worst quality: being ugly

Have you ever cheated on someone:    no

Been cheated on:  yep

Worst break up reason you've used/ been used on you:   your two good for me. that was used on me

**FUTURE**

Do you want to get married:  yes..

Who to:   TOMMY!!

Honeymoon:   hawaii lol i dunno!

Do you want to have kids:     bit late for this question

Names of future kids:   Brandon Jeremiah lol

What job do you want to have:  peircer

Where do you want to live: Cali

Life goals:  meet megan and tommy and ellie

**FRIENDS**

Best friend:  Shannon, Ericka, Jay, Megan, Ellie, Tommy

Funniest:   Ericka/Jay

Loudest:  Shannon/Ericka

Quietest: Jenny lol

Longest you've known:  Shannon

Who sent this to you:  lauren

What do you think of them:  awesome

**GENERAL**

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend:  nope :(

If no, who do you like:  Tommy

Do you hate anyone: no.. wait kinda..

Have you ever smoked:  yes

Taken Drugs:  no

Been Drunk:   hells yeah

Been arrested:  no

If you change the past, what would you change:  what happened to tommy

Best advice given to you:   dont poke dogs in the eye cause they will bite your hand off *looks at stump where hand used to be* boy howdy were they right

Favourite quote:   When Someone Gives You Their Love Try Not To Shit On It

so.. last night my mom took the phone from me.. and told Jay how i felt.. she told him that she doesnt what him fuckin me around.. and asked him if he would be able to handle the fact i have a kid.. i have no idea what he said cause i rufused to go back on the phone after that.. wow my mom sucks ass right now..

Aimee

So right now im on the phone to my old friend Jay from back in DC .. and hes making me laugh.. and its making me miss him so much.. we dated once.. and we are great friends.. hes so funny.. always there for a good talk.. and alas.. the feelings i once had for him that i pushed aside are creeping back.. and i dunno what to do about it..

i know he likes me. i mean he tells me all the time.. but the distance is way to far. and i told him i dont have feelings for him. but as hes singing ashlee simpson to me in a weird voice.. and cracking jokes.. i feel like i just wanna fly over there and get with this fella! lol.. but i know i cant.. so now i gotta decide whether to tell him or keep it to myself.. but i bet jenny is gunna tell him.. ARENT U JENNY!! lol..

oh wells looks like i have alot to think about.. i miss tommy and ellie too.. i still have strong ass feelings for them.. but i havent talked to either of them for aggges. so they are starting to fade and i dont want that..

Aimee

this is that story i was writing ages ago meego.. remember i sent u some.. WELL i finally finished it!

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She’s awoken by a loud noise.. construction workers outside.. she looks at the time its 9am.. she looks at the date November 15th.. her birthday.. she slowly got out of bed. Put on her slippers and walked downstairs.. “happy 18th birthday lex..” her mom said giving her a kiss on the cheek.. “thanx” she replied sleepily..

She opened the cupboard and grabbed the box of fruit loops she poured herself a bowl and started eating.. the phone rang.. she heard her mom yell for her to answer it.. she rolled her eyes and got up “hello” “Hi is this Lexis Thompson by any chance?” “yeah why?” “ happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you..” she smiled.. it was her boyfriend.. he was always doing stuff like this.. that’s why she loved him so much..

She hung up the phone.. and went back to her now soggy cereal. Tonight would be awesome she was going out to have a party down at the local club.. all her friends were coming they had all turned 18 way before her.. but she didn’t mind being the youngest.. she sat at the table thinking about how great the night would be.. when she was distracted by a knock at the door.. it was a delivery man.. he had a gift for her.. its was from Tammy.. her best friend back in Florida..

Lexis had moved to Arizona when she was 13.. but her and Tammy had stayed best friends.. though Tammy couldn’t make it for her 18th cause she had to attend a family get together. She took the package and put in up in her room. She would open it at the party tonight.. she had to go out shopping for an new outfit today.. she hoped on the shower.. came out in her towel.. looked in the mirror and started brushing her hair.. she opened her draws and pulled out her favourite pair of jeans and a tank top.. she got dressed then started putting on make up.. put a few bracelets on and the locket her dad gave her on his 16th before he died. She plaited her hair but then decided to leave it out..

There was a knock at her door.. “lex can I come in?” “sure mom” her mom walked in with one hand behind her back.. “Lex I know u wanted everyone to wait til tonight to give you your presents.. but I just wanna give you your now..” with that her mom revealed her hand with was holding a set of keys.. “keys?” lex asked.. “they are for ur new car!!” “OMG” lexis started jumping around screaming.. she hugged her mom grabbed the keys and ran downstairs.. there she saw it.. a new volts wagon beetle just what she always wanted.. she hoped in and checked it all out..

she ran back up stairs got her bag and cell phone then said bye to her mom and hoped in the car and started to drive off.. she couldn’t wait to show her friends.. she rocked up at her other best friends house.. Cara.. she honked the horn and Cara came out and started screaming.. lex hoped out of the car and ran up to her and they must of looked so crazy but they were hugging and jumping up and down screaming…

they set off.. lexis loved shopping with Cara they always had to much fun.. on the way they were honking and whistling at guys.. they had the music blaring.. they were loving it.. they shopped until 3pm.. lex brought a new outfit and a million more things.. she just loved shopping.. though.. she dropped Cara off at home then set off home to get ready for the party..


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tonight was the night she was so excited it was 10 to six and she was just putting the finishing touches on her outfit.. her mom called for her and she rang downstairs.. she was taking her new car so she could show it off to everyone.. her mom was gunna go in her car so lex could rock up and wow her friends.. her mom said goodbye then left.. while lex rushed around locking up the house..

she was ready she grabbed her purse and her keys locked the front door and she was off.. she arrived at the club.. she pulled up at the front where all her friends were waiting.. they were trying to look into the tinted windows.. she hoped out and there was a cheer.. everyone wanted to check out her car.. while people were looking she spotted her boyfriend matt.. they had been dating for two years today.. she ran up and gave him a kiss.. hey baby.. he said.. “I forgot your present.. and moms already gone is it ok if I borrow your car to go get it?” “go later.. we have to start the party.” “ok”

so they all moved inside.. they music was pumping and everyone was dancing and throwing back the drinks.. it was about 8pm and lex thought it would be good to open the presents.. she told matt and he said wait til I get back ill be five minutes.. “do u think u should go.. your had a lot to drink?” “ill be fine… I haven’t had that many and its only a few streets away” “ok but be careful” lexis said giving him a kiss..

matt left and lexis went on partying.. its was about 10pm when lexi started getting worried.. matt wasn’t back and.. he hadn’t called or anything.. she thought he must of just fell asleep when he got home and decided to open her presents.. she was half way through when she saw a police officer enter the club.. she froze.. he stopped and started talking to lexis’s mom.. lex’s mom started crying.. and as soon as that happened lexi did.. she didn’t even know what had happened yet but she had guessed..

she ran over to her mom and said what’s wrong what happened? “lexi its matt..” “what about him?” he crashed and he’s in a critical condition but that’s not all lex” “what else” lexi now bawling her eyes out.. “he hit another car.. and Tammy was in that car.. she died instantly..” “no it couldn’t of been Tammy.. she wasn’t coming..” “she was.. it was going to be your surprise present..” “great fucken surprise” lexi said before running out of the club.. she didn’t know where she was going but she kept on running.. then she got to a corner.. and there she saw her smashed car.. and another one it was totalled..

she broke down.. it was Tammy’s car.. Tammy really was gone.. and it was her fault she never should have let matt drive.. she sat there on the corner of the street crying for what seemed like forever.. but it would of only been around an hour.. when her mom pulled up.. and said do you want to go see matt at the hospital? She hoped in the car.. the ride there was quiet.. and lex was tryin to hold back the tears..

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her mom walked up to the counter Matt Hunters room please.. as they walked down the hall.. lexi started to get anxious.. she was afraid of what she would see.. they to the room and were greeted by a doctor.. “hes awake.. hes been asking for you” Lexis walked in.. he looked at her.. he had tubes all over him and both his legs were broken.. she burst into tears.. as she slowly moved towards him..

“lex.. im sorry.. I didn’t mean to ran into that other car.. do they know who it was? Are they ok?” he said now crying.. “no no its not your fault its mine I shouldn’t have let you get in the car.. you had been drinking.. please don’t blame your self..” “what about the other person?” “ it.. it.. was Tammy.. she was coming to my party to see me..” “is she alright?” “no.. she.. ugh she died..” “omg lex im so sorry.. I cant believe I did this..” “ no no don’t worry its not your fault.. please calm down your going to hurt yourself more”

and with that he started violently shaking.. lex started screaming and a doctor rushed in.. she was ushered out of the room.. she couldn’t stop crying.. she was so scared that she was going to lose him too.. her and her mother waited out in the hall.. about half an hour later.. the doctor came out and told then it would probably be best if they went home for the night.. he was stable but was sleeping.. so lexi and her mom left the hospital.. but didn’t head home they headed back to the party to tell everyone what happened..

she could hear the party still going on when they pulled up.. her mom asked her if she wanted her to just go in.. “no mom its ok I can do it.. you stay here”.. “ok” lexis hoped out of the car.. and walked across to the club.. her mascara had run and her eyes were red and sore.. she walked in looked around then walked up to the stage and grabbed the mic.. “wooo go lexi sing for us babeh” she heard crystal yell.. “um guys.. I.. I.. aggh.. have something I need to tell yous..” everyone stopped and looked at her.. “um.. earlier tonight matt was in an accident.. he hit another.. aggh car and um he is stable he broke both his legs and has some agh.. internal injuries” she started crying again.. and Cara came up to the stage and hugged her.. “that’s.. that’s not all.. um the person he hit was killed instantly.. and i-it was Tammy.. most of you have met her.. shes my best friend from Florida..” and with that lexi collapsed crying she just couldn’t take it.. Cara picked her up and helped get her outside.. and into her moms car..

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the days after the accident.. seemed to roll past.. with Lexis hardly leaving her bed.. her mom would bring her food but she wouldn’t eat.. she just kept going through letters and looking at pictures from Tammy.. she just couldn’t believe she would never see her or hear her voice again.. her mom kept asking her if she wanted to see matt yet.. but she didn’t.. she didn’t want to upset him she didn’t want to have to see him like that.. knowing it was her fault for letting him go.. she hated herself..

it was a week til Tammy’s funeral.. and Lexis had been asked to sing.. she didn’t know what she was going to sing.. she was also scared of what people would be thinking of her.. would they blame her.. do they think its her fault? She was so confused and scared.. but she knew she had to do it.. she also knew that she would eventually have to go see matt.. so she rolled out of bed.. and went for a shower…

she took her moms car.. and headed for the hospital.. matt had been moved to a normal room and was doing better.. he would be able to go home soon.. when she arrived at the hospital she slowly walked towards the entrance.. and up to the counter.. “Matt Hunters room number please” she said quietly.. “Lexis I presume? We were wondering when you were going to come in matt has been asking about you” “uggh yeah I haven’t been very well” “well come with me ill show you to his room”

Lexis followed the lady down the corridors.. until she stopped at a room.. “ill just let him know you’re here” lex just nodded.. “you can go in now”.. lex slowly walked in.. Matt looked at her.. “hey sweetie.. how are you” he said.. “im.. im alrite..” she walked towards him.. bent down and gave him a kiss.. “ive missed you.. I was worried you’d forgotten about me” matt joked.. how could he be so calm about his.. she thought why isn’t he yelling at me.. what doesn’t he hate me..

Lexi laughed nervously “I’d never forget about you.. so how are you doing?” “good good, they say I should be able to go home soon.” “that’s really great..” she said then started crying.. “aww baby whats wrong?” matt said trying to pull her close but she resisted. “why don’t you hate me? Why are you being so nice to me. It was my fault I shouldn’t have let you go.” She replied. “lexis.. I love you I could never hate you. Its not your fault. I was the one who wanted to go. If anything you should hate me. Because of me Tammy is dead.” He said with tears in his eyes. He continued. “I really didn’t mean to hurt anyone. Im so sorry” “no no no.. I forgive you. I don’t blame you. You didn’t know what you were doing” lexis said and then laid down in the bed next to matt.. she held him and the fell asleep holding each other.

Lexis was woken by the nurse.. “sweetie I think its time for you to be heading home. Visiting hours are almost over” lexi nodded and kissed matt who was sleeping then grabbed her stuff and left. On the drive home she decided to go back to the crash spot. When she got out there she got out and sat were Tammy’s car had been pushed to when matt hit it. She just sat there crying for about an hour. She thought about what song she should sing. It started getting darker and darker so she decided to go home.

When she arrived her mom rang outside. She said “lexis where have u been? Ive been so worried I called the hospital but they said you left 2 hours ago.” “I’m fine mom I just needed to be alone to think.” “ok well come inside dinner is ready” they went inside and sat down and quietly at dinner. Just after the phone rang and Lexis answered it. It was Tammy’s mom. “hello Lexi dear. I was just wondering if you had thought about singing at Tammy’s funeral yet? I really hope you agree to. You were her best friend.” “yes I have I will sing. Im still deciding on the song though.” “ that’s wonderful. Thank you. Well its this Saturday ill see you there.” “ok bye bye mrs. Cray.” “bye bye dear.” And she hung up. She told her mom who it was then decided to go to bed.

She walked up stairs and turned on the shower in her bathroom. While it was heating up she looked at her face in the mirror. Dark circles under her eyes. She looked run down. She didn’t look like herself. She decided she would try more to cheer up and be her normal self.. Matt needed her to be happy and although she could still mourn for Tammy. She wouldn’t let it pull down her whole life. She undressed then hoped into the shower.

She must have been in the shower for at least 45 minutes when she realized she was just staring there doing nothing. She finished her shower then, got dressed into her pj’s and hopped into bed. She couldn’t sleep though.. even though it felt like hours it was really only 15 minutes. She got up. Walked over and switched the light. Then went and sat on her bed. Then she got up and went downstairs and switched on the TV. She sat there watching show after show. Slowly she feel asleep.

“wake up hunny” she slowly opened her eyes. It was her mom. She glanced over at the clock it was 11am. Saturday morning. SATURDAY! Tammys funeral was at 6.. she had a flight to Florida at 2.. “why didn’t you wake me earlier” she asked.. “I tried.” Lexis ran up stairs and jumped into the showers.. she got changed grabbed her overnight bag and stuffed it with clothes.. and then ran downstairs.. they hopped into the car.. and off they drove.

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The arrived at 4pm.. then drove a rental car to the hotel. Lex had another shower to freshen up then changed into her black suit she had decided to sing One Sweet Day – By Mariah Carey and boysIImen. Tammy had loved that song. And did her hair up in a bun and put on her shoes.. then her and her mother headed off. To the funeral.

They arrived at 5:30pm. And saw all the sad faces. Tammy’s cousins, aunties, parents, uncles, and her brother Josh. Josh was heading towards her. She gave him a hug. While he cried on her shoulder. “thanks for being here Lex, you were always her best friend”. “I would have missed it for anything.” She said and then they all started heading into the church.

Tammy’s mom spoke first. Then some of her relatives. Now it was Lexi’s turn. She slowly walked up to the stage. “Tammy was my best friend for many years. We met eachother when we were five. Down at the park. She wanted the swing and I wouldn’t give it to her. So she pushed me off. And I ran off crying. Later she came and apologised. And we started playing together. Ever since that day we were inseparable.” Lex paused. Then continued “then when I was told at the ages of 13 that I was moving. Our worlds crumbled. How would be survived without each other. After all we were best friends. We promised that we would always keep contact. Never forget one another. Best friends forever. When we were 18 we were going to move in with eachother. Live together until the day one of us dies. Sadly that day came to soon for Tammy. And we didn’t get our dream flat. God took her away. But I believe he did it for a reason.” She said with tears streaming down her face.. “he has a plan. A big plan and everyone is in it. And some people have to go before others.. its just the way his plan is. And it was Tammy’s time. But I know she still loves us. And is watching all of us today. As her normal self. Except now shes an angel.” Lexi finished.

Slowly she started singing. Still crying. But trying her best to get the words out right. She finished the song.. and people clapped.. then she walked over to Tammy’s coffin. Placed a single rose on Tammy’s chest and said wait for me in heaven cause I’ll be searching for you. Good bye Tammy. And then went and sat back down.

A few more people spoke and then everyone moved out of the church and headed to the diner hall. Where they were going to have a celebration of Tammy’s life.
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It’s been six months since Lex’s 18th birthday. And lexis and Matt are still together. Matt purposed to her and they are getting married next spring. Every month Lexis visits Tammy’s grave back in Florida. And puts new flowers on her grave. A tradition she plans to keep until shes old. She may not be mourning anymore. But she’ll never forget Tammy.

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Aimee

 

i thought id update since ive been incredibly lazy.. so in the time since i updated last.. i have lost the net and then gotten it back.. woot.. lol.. um.. Jenny is doing something really bad.. and it sucks.. and i try and help and she snaps at me so.. WHATEVER!

i really really really miss tommy.. :( he should come online or atleast reply to my emails.. *burrp* sorry.. um i just got a message saying coming for you we are.. and i dunno who it was from.. soi im ascared..

i mis ellie too.. lol and meego even though i spoke to her yesterday.. um.. ive broken up with josh.. hes an ass.. um..i dunno what else to say.. so bye bye

Aimee

such little things were picked up.. the constant bad spelling.. but the one that stood out the most was the way he spelt his own name wrong. and he didnt know what walk away was.. which is gc's new song..

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
hi

benji says:
hellow

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
how are you

benji says:
good

benji says:
do you know me ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
well i know of you..

benji says:
good charlotte ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
yeah

benji says:
owkey 

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
what lol

benji says:
your a fan ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
yeah.. why is it a problem that i added you?

benji says:
not a problem....... i just don't know you

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
sorry i added you months ago

benji says:
ow

benji says:
you love me ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
what do you mean by that

benji says:
nothing

benji says:
your not a crazy fan ha ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
no

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
would you like me to tell you abit about myself.. so you dont feel like your just talking to some weird person you dont know

benji says:
ow year !

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
ok well my name is Aimee-Lee im 18 years old. right now im living in australia. although i was born and grew up in america. i have 7 peircings and 4 tats.. i love music.. and such bands as gc, three days grace, yellowcard, mest, rancid, blink 182, sugarcult, new found glory..etc..

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
but i still like a bit of pop like ashlee simpson and christina aguilera

benji says:
great

benji says:
RANCID rulezzz

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
yeah. lol..

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
so how is the new album going

benji says:
great

benji says:
but i cant tell anything

benji says:
but i can tell : joel is NOT going out with haliry

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
i already knew that

benji says:
 (smiley face)

benji says:
7 piercings ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
yeah.

benji says:
where?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
i had 8 but had to take one out..

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
2 in each ear. my nipple my nose and my tounge. and im thinking about getting the side of my bottom lip peirced

benji says:
yeah thats great

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
hey do you have your tounge peirced

benji says:
now

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
yes.. or have u had it done before?

benji says:
?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
lol do you have it done? or if not did u have it done:/

benji says:
damn i hate myself

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
why

benji says:
do you like joel ?

EmoFREAKAimee   I cant fall down on knees.. And apologise to you.. Cause that aint my style..   says:
yes.. i like all of yous why

benji says:
who do you like the most ?

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
Paul

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
great

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
i like you too.. why do you hate yourself

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
paul is my favorite cause he doesnt get as much love from fans as you and joel

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
i say that alot

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
yeah thats tru

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
say what you hate yourself

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
i don't know....

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
lol ok

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
i love the song walk away

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
owkey

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
who wrote it

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
hello?

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
hello ?

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
lol

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
who wrote walk away?

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:

ok you dont know.. moving on.. lol.. are you excited to be doin warped tour?

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
yeah its pretty cool

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
it's

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
cool cool

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
hey i'm gonna gow know

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
oh ok.. nice chatting with you

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
do you mind if i email you sometime?

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
thanks

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
know

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
now

° BENJI °  joel..billy..paul...chris     benjiman says:
i don't care e-mailme

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
ok..

Aimz  If we could just reset..And live in happiness..Instead of our regrets.. We set a mile away.. Set me free a mile away..  says:
take care bye bye

what an idiot..
Aimee

i woke up today feeling like shit.. i have no energy at all.. *sigh*.. so my step mom jeannie had her baby last night it was a girl they called her Emelia.. um.. im still with Josh.. he rang.. me last night and apologised for not ringing.. you know what song comes to mind when i think of him.. I hate everything about you.. by three days grace.. cause i hate everything about him.. but i love him.. he treats me bad.. hes so different than me.. and i love him..

also im starting to get pissed off with tommy's childishness.. i have tried to be positive but its pissing me off.. i sent him an email and he didnt have the curtosy to reply.. he could of even just sent dont email me no more.. i still would have.. lol.. but atleast i would have something to go off.. and another thing i dont get why he is ignoring me.. grr.. lol im in such a bad mood today i feel like im just being a baby but i dunno.. oh wells.. theres my update


Aimee

look jenny im updating..

ok my update is im thinking about dumping josh.. ideas anyone?

Aimee